My 21st
[info]roseithurts

Whoa well I'm about to turn 21 in two days ands the funny thing is I'm not readyy I mean like I'm supposed to be grown up and I dnt feel that way.

On the brighter side my dad got me an iphone and I'm celebrating my bday with some of my closest friend.

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Plans for His Bday
[info]roseithurts
Okay so I got the plans for his bday down!!!! yaaaaaaaaaaa boii!!
However, the real problem well be executing this surprise plan.

You know, m&m was telling me that how he never had all his friends
and I mean his real friends come together for his bday
But now hopefully the "love of his life" can do something right
I want this to be his best bday by far and I hope it will be
I know itll be hard to keep the secret, but i have to do it.
Besides his ass is in new york, so this is PERFECT.

Nips came up with the perfect cake idea so yay!
Alex is lending his pad so OMG YAY
and I hopefully have the guest list ready.
so now for the perfect gift idea!!! ohhh thats right i have none
this surprise party wont be enough. I think I might need to execute yet another plan.
I know I said I would never use my credit card, but I have to I have an emergency so yeah.

im sOOOOO excited. i love you Nader Ahmed. I feel like im 16!!!


THINGS STILL TO DO:

1. Run Guest list past Alex
2. Create event on Facebook               
            -make sure to tell people it is a surprise party!!!
            -all post for people to BYOD
            -if people could bring their own beer bong table!
            -people who would like to bring anything additional
         -remind them it isnt my house so please make sure to have a safe ride back home
3. Follow up to see who is coming for sure
4. Ask Mom for money
5. Ask mom to make appetizers.
6. Purchase Beers
7. Ask 5-6 people to put in money to buy HARD LIQUOR



8. NEED TO BUY m&m A COOL GIFT!!

            



LETS PARTY HARD!!!






i'm going to miss you.
[info]roseithurts
dear baby,


today you hugged me so hard and I didn't want to let go.
but i had to because you had to leave.
i know it isn't for very long, but it hurt.
for some odd reason i felt like i said bye to my other half.
i never want to be far away from you. 
i want to keep you in my arms forever.
yeah this is cheesy but i guess love is cheesy
yes i said love.
I LOVE YOU.
nader saif ahmed.
you stole my heart the day I saw you in that silky black shirt.
please dont leave me alone.
not for one day. not ever.
i want forever with you.

please baby dont leave.
 


somewhere
[info]roseithurts
okay maybe everyone isn't my sworn enemy.

you know i wanted to forgive liza but the truth is...
she screwed up when we were friends.
fuck that fact that she hurt nipa. if nipa does not care why should i
but the fact is when we were friends she sort of just gave up...
and now i'm suppose to forget all that. nahh i dnt think so.
i think i could only do hi and bye and thats it. other then that i can never trust her.

as for nipa. she can never leave her past because it follows her.
and i think im done with all that bs.
specially those douche bags. honest to godd i cant stand them.
they are a waste of space; specially two certain individuals.

anywhoooooo i heart ti, she makes me feel like everything will be okay.

ps: the food was good from oishys bday. hell yeah!!!